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2009-10-30T17:35:16Z

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salihamidzic @ 2009-10-08T22:51:00

2009-10-08T14:51:11Z

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY SHAF aka M.O.E..!

A-C-E it or ure a goner saliha..

2009-09-26T23:59:35Z

im losing myself in these heaps of notes..
juz 2 days..
but its D MOST important exam of my stay in camp..
im gonna ace it wif my new-found patrol buddy..

Ramadan Al-Mubarak..

2009-08-22T16:01:06Z

as the fasting month starts..
let's start our yearly marathon again..

"Personaliti yang terbaik adalah Allah..
Lagu yang terbaik adalah Azan..
Novel yang terbaik adalah Al-Quran..
Senaman yang terbaik adalah Sembahyang.."

let us observe this holy month..
refrain ourselves from the many things..
that we normally does..
by left..
let us reflect upon ourselves..
(muhasabah diri)
let us be nearer to god..
for giving us another chance to welcome this month of Ramadan again..

moga-moga puasa kita diberkati dan diberi rahmatnya..
amin..

Happy Nurses Day!!

2009-08-01T05:41:40Z

how bout a round of applause....

to all nurses out dere..
everyday fighting alongside doctors, surgeons..
to save life..
at the same time putting ur life at risk as well..
esp when dealing wif deadly viruses..
a Happy Nurse's Day to all of you..
without you pple..
no one will attend to the sick..
without you pple..
no one will recover fully from wad eva illness they are suffering from..

a job that requires patience..
as u talk calmly to de patience or de family members..
a job that requires you to b focussed during your work..
as you may juz be injecting someone right now..
gettin that right vein..
is really not easy..

how pple wil shout at you..
how pple talk bad bout u..
how pple disrespect u at times..
BUT..
u take it all in your stride..

thats the amount of patience level that you acquire..
WHICH
none of that you learned in school..
what great caregiver u r..
N
what excellent listener u r..

reminiscing the time back when i got warded..
how u tried to calm me down..
wen u cut open the area to b operated upon..
how the blood juz flowed like the Nile River..
smooth flowing River Nile..
how u panicked wif all the gauze available to stop the bleeding..
but i remember clearly how not one
but 2 nurses talking to me
to calm me down..
wen i wasnt at all panicky..
for i can see it thru the reflection..
haha..
u mentioning how nice as a patient i was..
cant b all patients r bad..
but den again.. i beg to differ..

things you do..
can b seen or unseen..
is really something great..
n never once have i come across someone of ur profession
who never give advises to anyone who needs help
in de medicine world..
wad i mean..
if i get myself injured i can juz call any of my "nurse" frens
n in return they will tell me what i ought to do..
nothing asked in return..

ps: this is an entry for all nurses out dere..
my salute goes out to each n everyone of u..
de past de current de future nurses..

HAPPY NURSES DAY once again..

i need my therapist more than ever..

2009-07-24T15:55:48Z

injured my knees n my wrist oh so badly tis week
tests one after another..
physical tests to be specific..
different BUT physical..

tink im gonna head down beach road to get new sets of limbs for my upcoming camp next week..

i tink i better hit the sack now..

salihamidzic @ 2009-06-13T18:28:00

2009-06-13T10:31:15Z

finally no longer a passenger..
but de route to success was indeed a tough one..
n MORE to come my way..

to lead, to excel, to overcome..

ke garisan.. sedia...

2009-05-24T10:31:56Z

dunno wad got into me but m so ready to b back in camp..

wishing there's gonna b de badminton team coming over..
recruiting pple..

salihamidzic @ 2009-04-30T20:39:00

2009-04-30T12:48:13Z

hey buddy.. happy holiday!!
enjoy de holis..
a real great one..
n boy m i jealous..
dere u r in aussie..
here i m..
studying..
argh!

de swine flu has raised its alarm alert..
keep ur hygiene pple..
do ur part..
take ur temp.
go to de doctor if ure down wif fever..
most importantly..
take care of urself..

im soo missing amazing race..
n im so down wif a very bad bckache..

salihamidzic @ 2009-04-10T18:56:00

2009-04-10T10:59:33Z

i tink..
i'm becoming more violent..
juz feels like keropok-ing pple who pisses me off..
N wif this current throat condition of mine..
it juz made the matter worse..

wads becoming of me???

yi-ha!

2009-04-04T06:41:28Z

Happy Birthday to myself!!
woohoo..
nothing special..
like always..
but im one year older..
n 1 year wiser..

hate it..

2009-03-29T01:36:28Z

im hating my freaking hair rite now..
y do i have to cut it short....
Y?
urgh!

8 months!
tats how long i have to endure this "new" hairstyle of mine..
darn it..

back from Malacca

2009-03-21T15:32:49Z

recce was great..

besides de mozzies part..
totally beat DFAC & Sarimbun..
out flat..
& even Kaizen & Nakhoda
which is also in M'sia i shud add..
haiz..
irrtating mozzies..
alot of not so nice red patches all over..
esp de legs..
argh!!
& de ants..
omg..
never give warning..
1st encounter..
never say hello..
bite oredi..
wah wah wah..
funfair issit..?

aniwaes..
Cool shit kick ass trainers..
for the upcoming Malacca camp..
theme is cowboy..
n de trainers r all gonna b deck out wif de cowboy hat..
how awesome is tat..
walking arnd Bandar Hilir aka de Town Area
wif the hat on..
reali does attract attention..
though dere's only 16 of us..
too bad i cant do de camp though..

im gonna have to go & rest now..
tml got prog at sarimbun...
meeting at 7..
early or wad..
LAST prog wif inno..
(NOT!!)
hahaha..

salihamidzic @ 2009-03-19T17:31:00

2009-03-19T09:46:33Z

got my long awaited call..
wonder why they like to call after 5pm..?
wen pple r supposed to knock off..
nevertheless..
looking forward to training..
hehehe..

for now..
i shall put on hold my guitar hero..
n focus on getting my scholarship..
n my training..

Meet-ups!!

2009-03-17T16:48:25Z

im too lazy to type here..
or rather re-type..
so im gonna put a link instead..
http://d-ministry-of-madness.blogspot.com/

watching the movie
brings me back to the time wen i was in the OT (operation theatre) not long ago
but i wasnt given the general anesthesia..
juz given injections to numb the area only..
feeling the tissues being tugged..
ruptured tissues..
how i did it..?
codswallop..
n de doctors panicked when the blood juz flow..
non-stop..
upon cutting the skin open..
all seen from the reflection of the standing light..
attached to the operating table..
n i laid dere for a good freaking 45 minutes..
surgeon/nurses assuring me..
that everything was fine.. ya right..
i saw everything la duh..
how i wish i could have juz sit down..
instead of lying down..
n see my wrist being cut open..

salihamidzic @ 2009-03-15T00:40:00

2009-03-14T16:44:11Z

i-m-a-very-free-person-who-spends-most-of-the-time-thinking-on-wad-to-do-next..

waiting-to-don-the-uniform-hehehe...

poor little fella..

2009-03-11T18:14:09Z

i miss de sound of de bell..
wheneva he moves..
i miss his calling..
i miss seeing him running arnd..
god knows for what..
juz a lil exercise mayb..
haha..
i miss my little fella who fall sick today..
down with diarrhoea..
vomitting..
N
i have to do clean-ups..
hehe..

but its not what i have to clear tat im sad about..
i cant stand it seeing him lying down all day long..
coz its juz not him to begin with..

recover fast little fella..

boy
im juz glad im home wen tis hapens..
imagine if i were to b in camp rite now..
im sure i will rush back home..

10 more days..

2009-02-28T16:52:08Z

whatever happened HAS happened..
no point regretting it..
so let's just get over it..

sounds cool..?

got my letter of appointment today..
boy m i elated..

air mata di pipi..
kita tak akan mati..

I don't feel oriented..

2009-02-18T14:04:29Z

i shall update bout BALI tis weekend..
that I shall try..
rite now..
all I want to do is freaking rest..
im having camp tml n de temp sucks..
but wad i can do..
i shall hang in there for de next 3 days..

salihamidzic @ 2009-02-09T01:25:00

2009-02-08T17:27:13Z

for the 1st time ever..
im gonna walk to de school im reporting to..
in a few hours time..
whee..

can't wait for Bali n MY freaking PAY!!!!

it's cause it's a job..

2009-02-07T13:28:37Z

im freaking tired wif wads happening..
day in day out..
de same ol stuff..
its coming to a point tat i might juz walk out of a camp..
juz like tat..
very soon..

n wad wif trainers nonsense..

gettin a taste of my own medicine..

2009-01-28T17:26:56Z

woah!
totally!!
i
kena
punk'd
today
!!!

sianz..

salihamidzic @ 2009-01-25T17:11:00

2009-01-25T09:25:14Z

i swear i have never gotten into trouble last time..
but never before has i felt like punching the face of someone Sooooooo badly..
to an extent a good fren of mine has to restrain me by hugging n pulling me from the back..
i tink..
no one has saw me raised my voice at anyone before..
no one has saw me MaD at anyone before..
~~mayb i controlled my temper really well..~~
do i even has a temper to begin with..?
but dun u tink its so different nowadays..
wen im not bein ME..
but due to de fact tat UR act is really annoying me..
n it has got nothing to do wif bein influenced by my frens..

its JUZ ME!!!!

PS: run while u stil can.. dun ever let me c U!

salihamidzic @ 2009-01-18T21:20:00

2009-01-18T13:30:21Z

ANYONE WANNA SPONSOR ME GET A WHOLE SET OF ADIDAS SOCCER SET..?
hehe..
random..

hectic weekend..
but a great one still..
dere's juz so many things to do..
wif so little time..
on de way to marcus's party..
dere was marcus, lynn, ayub, xan & me..
entered de car..
straight away
david cook's always be my baby
was bein played on 98.7..
wah!
ol 5 started singing our hearts out..
cool-ness cans..

spent de nite at sentosa..
managed to get 2hrs worth of sleep..
for i had training in de morning juz now..
n to make it worst..
i was sleeping like half de time..?
wonder how i managed ol de drills..
without getting scolded..

to all out dere who's looking for a club to play..
contact me!!

gtg pack my bag NOW n sleep..
another 5 days..
in DFAC..
n im so gonna get my knees hanged..
i got to go up tree top walk 3 freaking times la..
help!!!!!
ps: bring me spare ankles n knees..

will i never get over 2009 st marg's??

2009-01-11T15:20:00Z

it juz feels odd..
i feel empty..

St Marg's is done..
n we're now dispersed to different campsites..
im leaving for overseas campsite..
wen majority r stucked in SIN..
be it dairy farm or sarimbun..

david cook's always be my baby cannot b played..
for as long as i can..
tink i'll never get over this year's st marg's camp..
like seriously..
everytime de song is played..
i will start emo-ing..
n den..
i'll breakdown..
n its been 2 days..
goin for trainings wif puffy eyes..
luckily no one noticed behind those adidas shades i owned..

always remembering the girls from 2009 St Marg's camp..
esp my group of 30 SLs..
eventhough i wasnt a trainer..
imagine if i was a trainer..

dun feel like doin trainer..
anymore..
frankly speaking..
no where in this line..
so to speak..
coz its juz a cruel job who has to break pple's heart..
who has to break the bond that was build up..
it made me realize how life is..
SO UNFAIR..

but im thankful for bein in de camp..
still m..
always will..